4.2.09

A Lesson in Naivety

Never assume that what you do does not reflect your perception in other’s eyes, no matter what position you are in nor what your relationship with the other person is.

That’s what I’ve learned the last few days anyways.

Sometimes, it doesn’t matter how hard you work or how much you kiss ass… in the end, what you receive may just be chalked up to some bullshit reason such as “you just haven’t worked here for long enough” or “you’re female, you can’t handle the stress.” Of course, the latter has only been whispered among the other workers, a rumor of the discussions that went on behind closed doors, but it stings all the same.

Another note on interviews, which may be completely and blatantly obvious to some (But not really to me): even if you joke around with your interviewer on a day to day basis while on the job, keep tangents to a minimum, and don’t blabber. Oh, I am such a blabberer.

In the end, I can just be bitter.

But I suppose I’ll be the same as I always was, joking with my bosses, trying hard to be good when I can and be better when I can’t. Service with a smile, Hospitality First. That’s what it says on my name card, and, despite my disappointments, that’s what I’ll continue to provide.

 

On another note…

FACKK SCHOOL IS SUCH A BITCH. Why the FUCK is my life so fucking BUSYYY!!?!?!  I got myself into it LOL and now i’m like OSHIT! AOSDFALSKFN!! too much! but its okay. Little sleep and lots of cramming these few days and I’ll pull through! Then a one week breather before its pretty much dead week again. ggmylife.

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