25.2.10

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Listening to: How I Go- Yellowcard
Random Thought of the Day: SHOWDOWN TONIGHTT!!! yayy I get to chill with the bba boys =]

some distinctly unrelated thoughts:

4 and counting
ahahahhaah
what a ho
boba!
i like being babied =d
PRODUCTIVEMORNINGSFTW
long fb msg chains <3
love letter ^__^
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21.2.10

Wheeeee!!

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Listening to: Bed Rock - Young Money
Random Thought of the Day: i hope shotgunning caffiene right before napping really does work!

Once again, i'm blogging at the most inconvenient of times. My EE midterm is tomorrow, and as of right now I really don't feel confident. It doesn't help that I kinda tanked the first midterm, and am now banking on this one to drag my grade back up... but oh well... I guess it can't really be helped.

So much change in the last couple weeks! Not all of it good, but it's okay. Things will end up how they should be. At least, I would hope so. Theres been lots of new and old people, lots of fun! Definitely not enough time

** update **

Since I wrote this like... on wednesday night, and then never published it, i'm just going to keep the above intact.
This new one is written on the day before my CSM51A midterm AND the due date of my CS32 project.. As usual, I havent started either.
This weekend has been super exciting and super exhausting. I learned that too much of a good thing is definitely not something I like to have... I'm so tired of [some of] my teammates right now, and so tired of the fucking situation i'm in... regarding shit.

but yeah. since i'm in a poetry kind of mood, which I always am when i have shit on my mind... here goes nothing.

they used to be welcome here
cheerful phantoms and mourning ghosts
at least i am accompanied for
together we are one
not so surely anymore as i weary of the
growing mold
like anemone they cling and though
usually a corpse cares not for the disease it carries
the more they sprout the more
i'm revolted
or ing, i suppose, i am the cause of their wealth
as neither coffin nor dirt will keep them out
knocking, knocking
here they come again
those ghouls that feed so delightfully on the
crust of my remains

they're pulling me apart
can't you see
my flesh curling and burning in the wake of their spit
yet all the same
i deserve this demotion
this ungraceful rest after an untimely death
for who am i to resist them? who
can deny nature its last solemn wish?



that was horrible and made no sense
sorries

9.2.10

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Listening to: Roses and But - Making April
Random Thought of the Day: being able to see life pulsing through someone's veins is like.. the coolest thing.

estoy practicar espanol para hablar en espanol con mi roommate TJ. Nosotros hablamos en espanol por trienta minutos. Creo que yo estoy mejorando.

^ broken grammar.

8.2.10

outlook

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Listening to: Shots - LMFAO ft. Lil Jon
Random Thought of the Day: no experiences can amount

positivity
dedication
passion
efficiency
organization