Life Is Good

Listening to: Sign Here - Ice Nine Kills
Random Thought of the Day: I should be cramming EE right now...

So I found out that I pretty much failed all my midterms LOL
I got a 35/100 on EE1, and 77/100 on Maths, and I'm gonna ask my friend to pick up my physics midterm... although I'm pretty sure I didn't do too well on that either.

I know that was kind of depressing... but the nice thing is, I'm not that depressed! I used to care so much about whether I got an A or an A+, and little distinctions like that, but I feel like I've chilled out SO much this year. Maybe it's cuz I've just given up to the idea that my classes are too overwhelming right now, and I'd be happy with whatever, so long as its like.. an A. Okay so maybe I haven't chilled. But even so, with all the bad news academically, LIFE IS GOODDDDDD

Hip hop is AMAZINGGGGG! I feel like I'm bonding with everyone really well, which is GREAT, becuas eI can't say the same for dance in high school. There's definitely not as much drama and elitism, and I think that's partially because this is a competitive team, so if we DON'T bond well and work well together, it would be pretty darn hard to win.

and... I'm back with my baby <3
I guess all along I was vacillating back and forth between whether or not I made the right choice... but in the end, I guess I missed the good times too much. And now, I'm back spending like.. wayy too much time at his place... and everything feels perfect. Just the way it should be ^__^ Even IF his roommates are very distracting, and pretty much make me very academically counterproductive. Still, I love them all. And I love my baby the most <3

I love my roommates too.
TJ I LOVE YOUUUUU [because I know that at some point you're going to read this]
JEN I LOVE YOU TOOOO [but you won't see this ever :[ LOL ]
yes. you two are amazing. Even if i dont see you guys that much. But still. <3<3<3 ^__^

Okays time to go start EE. except my class is in an hour.
I guess that means I should procrastinate for 30 more minutes.. THEN go to class!
YAYY LIFE!

Asian Music Yay

Listening to: Forever Love - Wang Li Hom
Random Thought of the Day: t - 6 hours for physics midterm!

Forever 才了解自己 未来这些日子
要好好珍惜 爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定


I've been liking really ballady songs lately.
And watching tons of really really lovely, sad dances.
in particular, this one.

watch it, love it.


yeah it is AMAZING.
The song is The Faces by Ryandan. It is AMAZINGGGG

Listening to: Chris Brown - With You
Random Thought of the Day: i am fuxed for my midterm. again.

would you guess it breaks my heart?

I still don't know why
I do these things to myself.




i'm listening to sad songs again.
but maybe they're not actually sad
but only sad because i make them so.
go figure.

lol

so then i blogged

and then i deleted.

just like

veni

vidi

vici

THIS IS SPAHHHTUHHHHHHH

Listening to: clazziquai project
Random Thought of the Day: alsdkfhasklernaskaf lekhralkfa asldkfna NOASDHFAKWERALKNSD H


this is what i do on sundays
when i am procrastinating.



i fail at life :[

slam 7 0 5 3: i wins at
slam 7 0 5 3: :|
slam 7 0 5 3: econ!
slam 7 0 5 3: LOL
slam 7 0 5 3: hopefully at least
slam 7 0 5 3: keep positive mindset
Angie: LOL hopefully
Angie: i wins at maths
Angie: and econs
Angie: cuz i failzed my last lab
slam 7 0 5 3: econs?
slam 7 0 5 3: LOL
Angie: i mean
Angie: physics
Angie: :[ not econs
slam 7 0 5 3: LOLLL
slam 7 0 5 3: yeah i was like
slam 7 0 5 3: wtf
slam 7 0 5 3: dont be a copyucat
Angie: dude i secretly ownz econs
Angie: i'm so good at it
Angie: i dont ever go to class
Angie: i just walk in during the midterms and finals
Angie: and then set the curve
Angie: and then i leave
Angie: like.. 2 hours early.
slam 7 0 5 3: do for me!?
slam 7 0 5 3: teach me?
slam 7 0 5 3: =D
Angie: no but if i teach you i wont be magicks anymore :[
slam 7 0 5 3: but i can be magicks
Angie: no but i'm te only one that gets to be magicks
Angie: :[
slam 7 0 5 3: u can be magick
slam 7 0 5 3: magikarp
slam 7 0 5 3: studying hard?
slam 7 0 5 3: hardly studying
Angie: no :[ too busy splashing
Angie: *splash splash*
slam 7 0 5 3: LOL
slam 7 0 5 3: IT HAS NO EFFECT!!!
Angie: =*(
slam 7 0 5 3: LOL
slam 7 0 5 3: its okay
slam 7 0 5 3: at level 20
slam 7 0 5 3: u blossom into
slam 7 0 5 3: gyarados
Angie: adnd then i cans make tornado
Angie: and tornado my homework away?
slam 7 0 5 3: just dont get hit by lightning
slam 7 0 5 3: then u be deadz
Angie: D:
Angie: we cans tawk lyk lolcatz?
slam 7 0 5 3: we canz
slam 7 0 5 3: we canz haz lolcatz tawk
Angie: lawllawl!
Angie: lawllawl i are lolcatz!
Angie: i can haz chezburger
Angie: but i dunt want chezburger =[
Angie: what can i haz?
slam 7 0 5 3: then u canz not haz chezburger
slam 7 0 5 3: u canz haz avcadoz smoothes
Angie: canz i nomnom on avcadoz smoothzzzzz
Angie: nomnommnomnomonomnaosdfalernalksdhflawnerna nomnom
slam 7 0 5 3: hahahhaa

I'm a ROCK.. er... RAP STAR

Listening to: crickets
Random Thought of the Day: My head fucking hurts like a fucking bitch. ow.

So I wrote a really cool rap in the shower. It rhymed really well and flowed pretty smoothly.

But by the time I got to the end I already forgot the beginning.

I thought about rewriting it

but then I realized...

the topic makes me sad.

Life <3 and Contemplation

Listening to: Offspring
Random Thought of the Day: I wish I were back at LA....
ACA <33333

The last two weeks of school have been AMAZING. Super super busy, but like.. blissfully amazing nonetheless. I met the love of my life (well.. re-met...): dance, and am now a part of the SUPERAWESOME ACA HIP HOP <3. I barely met everyone on the team yesterday, and already I feel like this is going to be a fantastic year, with fantastic people. I'm SO EXCITED for rehearsals to start, so I can spend more time with everyone (and so I can dance, of course!).
Initiation was last night, and while I must be hushhush about the details, it was SUPER fun! I dont think I've been so carefree and unobtrusively outgoing in a WHILE. For a while now I've felt like college has made me shyer, and it's been harder for me to meet and really get to know people. But now, I think that might change, and I'm excited to see whether I'll truly mature and become a better person out of this next year's experiences.
Also, the last two weeks or so, I've been spending pretty much every other night at George's place. (heehee) It's been SUPER fun, since its like.. iono. Pretty much spend the night cooking together (in the last couple days, we've made Croquettes, Tonkatsu, spicy sauteed fish, oyster sauce vegetables, and the guys grilled tri tip when I wasn't there D: D: D: ) and then some sort of sport / video game is always playing on their 60 inch TV (immense jealousy goes here, but at least I get to watch it too LOL ... to compensate for the 24inch TV in my apartment.. =d ). We party together sometimes too, which is also fun. Its kind of like having a lot of brothers.

Which brings me to the Contemplation part of the post:

I realized... I'm really scared of change. While I embrace changing myself for the better, and being ambitious (and the change that comes in that right), I'm scared of the changes I can't control. I'm so satisfied with the way my life is right now that I'm terrified of anything happening to like.. shake up everything. Like... I feel like I'm on a spike where my position is PERFECT, but if I squirm too much I'll fall off or the spike will break. Yet at the same time, I'm not entirely sure that the spike that I'm on is where I should be. haha I don't think I make much sense right now... but I think TJ knows what I mean...


Like... how do you know what perfection feels like, unless you've tasted life without it?

Which brings me to another, very dangerous conclusion:
I feel like I should wreck everything.

Almost got Scammed =O

Listening to: Jay Chou- Ocean of Flowers
Random Thought of the Day: Mm.... New shoes <3

I ALMOST GOT SCAMMED TODAY! D:

I opened my email, and there was a message from 'Paypal' saying that I had authorized a $12 something charge to "godaddy" and that they suspected that it was unauthorized. Then there was this link that led to a 'Paypal' website, where you could terminate the unauthorized charge. This scam was particularly convincing because I had actually visited godaddy sometime in the summer! I signed in, and then it asked me to verify my credit card number and I was like "HRMMM WAITTT" and I looked at the url and IT WASNT PAYPAL AT ALL!!!! So I exited superfast and then changed my Paypal password.

Next time, methinks I should look at the url first? ^__^;;

zomgzomgzomgzomgzomgzomg I have so much work.

:[

Thanks Guys

Listening to: My computer fan
Random Thought of the Day: I am still kinda dizzy :[

Yesterday, I dragged a bunch of my friends (well... essentially, I dragged George's roommates LOL) to a NSU bonfire. It was pretty fun cuz I FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO PLAY NINJA AND ITS SUPER FUNSSS!!!!

and then in the last game it was just me and michael yen AND I TOTALLY WOULD HAVE WON except it would have required something really awkward probably (since he was on the floor) so it was good that just then, Toshi called for attention to break up the bonfire so people could get going to the after party.

Yeahhhp. After party was fun.

but man... fail.

I was supposed to look after people too, except it ended up being the other way around LOLOL =|

but yeah. Thanks to my friends for taking care of me <3

and LOL george warned me not to drink too fast... but yeah. I decided I'm gonna try to just drink at one party at the very beginning of each quarter to get it out of my system, and then keep sober the rest of the quarter. Which will work out because I need to be not hungover for class, anyways.

Yup.

Tomorrow is george's birthday. and we are celebrating today.

I am excited.