26.4.10

is this my fate?

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Listening to: Nevershoutnever! Possibly my new favorite artist
Random Thought of the Day: I should probably be in my math class right now

I've always wondered... does fate exist?
this is a matter I contemplated last night,
as I painted adhesive on
many loose strings
how lives intertwine and paths collide
if a split second's difference can steel one's gut
or a casual conversation change your life

I never imagined I'd meet
one of my closest friends on a improbable whim

cultured by Disney,
I thought that in life:
if things are meant to be,
life will veer itself back on track
like atoms in a dual chamber capsule will
tend towards equilibrium.
and though for a while I was
disillusioned
lately, I think, I've been looking back
and discovering the truths of my past convictions

13.4.10

真的舍不得

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Listening to: Guilty- Usher
Random Thought of the Day: 这样的人生.。。。 太可怜了吧?

想不起来当时我列给你的原因了
是不是我失去了我的原则,
想找到的方向离我越来越远
本来想忘记你的声音
 忘了你的温柔就够了
没想到.。。。 我还是忘不了你.

lack of sleep is getting to my head.


on other recent notes
go read david's blog. sums up a pretty epic night haha
except he forgot to mention that TJ and I totally own him at pipe scaling. ninja ftw!

5.4.10

Long Time No Blog!

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Listening to: Qing Tian - Jay Chou
Random Thought of the Day: slightly dizzy from hookah @.@


hm... every time i have a resolution to blog more often it ends up not working out =d but anyways.
first week is over with! I've been so much more productive than usual... I wonder if that's because I'm really trying to change myself, or whether this is just the usual burst of first-week adrenaline that slowly fades off as school becomes more of a regularity. I hope it's the former.

but anyways. things have been interesting. my life is such a laundry list of eclectic activities. I've been having hell week for hip hop, yet I still found time to sit around with beers at 4 in the morning with mikey and ray. I realized that I really like talking to people that are much older than I am... they're usually much more insightful and/or opinionated.  

I think I changed.

But anyways. I wonder if it's okay yet =d
I have 10am class tomorrow, and here I am blogging at 5am. Typical me... I always pick the most inconvenient times to blog.

Another epiphany: i think i like being busy partially because life is so much less complicated when you barely have time to think straight. It's pretty mechanical, running from one thing to the next, but at least you always know: when one thing is over, there'll always be something else waiting for you.

and then a serious question: how do you make friends with people? so frustrating..