clever is my specialty

Listening to: When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
Random Thought of the Day: I made my first official playlist ever today. it's all emo shit.

what the fuck is wrong with me
i've been trying to study since 3pm and I've read 5 lines
standing and sitting and then standing again because
when i sit my legs feel like jello
and when i stand i'd feel like sitting would make me less dizzy
wanting to sleep it all away, waste away
without appetite and conviction
a moment too late
wondering if i faded away, would you feel a thing?
i'm willing to test it, and i wonder
how far can i push myself
its like
determination vs deterioration