midterm cramming already?

Listening to: Cable Car Stars via Myspace
Random Thought of the Day: ;____; E = F what?

i'm a tired girl
tired but happy :]

Friends

click click click click
obsessive fingers tapping across
a plate of glass or
plastic pushpins
waiting for empty promises or drunken jibberish
every mumble scrutinized and
every sorry letter picked apart
twitching and tapping
no amount of continual fixation
will force you to reveal yourself
i lust
no
crave
just playful meaningless nothing
until i realize
i'm just another among twenty
waiting for the same.

Listening to: Empty Apartment - Yellowcard
Random Thought of the Day: I'm in a weird kinda mood nowadays

bubbles and foam
choke
whirl and spin
forgotten
the bottle breaks

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...
why do you think you can read me like an open book
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i dont think its cuz i'm not as perceptive...

Listening to:  Alicia Keys - Thats How Strong My Love Is
Random Thought of the Day: NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO D:

alcohol + 3 hours + pocky + cookies + spilled 7 dollar coke + love doll + yuck + 9am


=
I  can't believe its 4am and I still have CS homework to do...

Happy New Years!

Listening to: b2st
Random Thought of the Day: i kinda want school to start!

to be honest,
sometimes i hate the part of me that condones those things
those stupid disgusting things

this year i have one resolution only
stop making excuses.

you can want whatever the fuck you want
but you can't just sit around talking and wanting and not doing for forever
at some point, you have to make an honest attempt
so i'm going to stop making excuses for why i'm failing at all the wrong things
and i'm going to just do the things that need to be done.

that's the starting point for everything, anyways.


to quote Steven: i officially declare this year a year of asskicking