Prime

After reading Prime’s article on prescription drug abuse, I’m starting to get the feeling that, had I known about Adderall last quarter, I wouldn’t have done so badly on my midterms and finals. I’m actually MORE tempted to try them out.

I don’t quite think that was the effect they were going for, though.

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I had a dream about stealing some ADD kid's adderall yesterday night. I think it was a combination of chatting with Tina about how her friend is socially ADD, and reading in Prim about the effects of Adderall. I didn't stay asleep long enough to see what dream-Adderall does to me though. =d

Choices Choices

I admit, I made a few pretty bad choices this weekend. Well.. a few may not encompass all the irresponsibility that trespassed this weekend, but more, I shall not say.

This weekend was also one of the first times that I truly felt that someone really really doesn’t like me. And you know what? I don’t care. That’s such a liberating feeling… that I finally feel a shred of independence from what others think of me. It’s great, because I’ve never been able to say that before. This weekend may have been more than enough to justify her dislike of me, but I had already known she didn’t favor me too well before friday either. But it’s okay. She can go on being the way she is, feeling the way she does. I can’t say that I don’t regret the choices I made, or the things I did, but I don’t think I quite deserved her antipathy (at least… before this weekend). And now, she feels for me exactly what I expected she would.  I don’t think I’ll ever be able to look her in the eye again, but honestly, that’s not my loss.

On a brighter note, I butchered my own hair today. And I am loving it XP

I wonder what a man like Bush thinks..

when he looks at the state the country is in now, and realizes that part of its cause is his own doing.

 

hm..

Spring Quarter Resolutions

I will make an honest effort to study
I will keep in touch with my high school friends
I will sleep more
I will work harder, play harder (but less frequently)
I will be more organized
I will learn Japanese

hm…
SKYPE ME! : isnt.it.r0mantic
or OOVOO: angeni0us

i just found out how fun video chatting is XP

i won't lie...

I still hold it against you.